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Wired in a Calm Way

The juggling went ok. I should have had my microphone. That was a mistake not bringing it. I’m on edge about all the traffic rules now. The ticket incident hasn’t made me a better driver but I’m cop phobic now. Paranoid in a delusion sense that they are “out to get me.”

I’m calm on the outside and jittery on the inside. Must take a couple of minutes of meditation.

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Wigged

I’m totally tripped out. To the point of dysfunctionality. I’m having a hard time kicking this.

Today is my major deadline and I’m not sure that the s/w is there.

Today I have a juggling performance that I am totally unprepared for. I wanted new material and I’ll be lucky to get by with the old, stagnant material.

Tonight I have 3 things plated that need to happen at once.

Tomorrow will be hellish.

On Sunday could I rest?!