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This Morning

Woke feeling youthful and achy tired and old at the same time. I was remembering what it was like to be around 18 years old and pondering how I might guide, advise and mentor my children when they are in their late teens. Then I lay in bed and tormented myself with the things that I have to do and tried to prioritize them.

Yuck. I just felt something crawling up my leg. I figured it was an ant. Reminded me of that time when I was about 12 and stepped in a pile of fire ants down at the levee at Lake Pontchartrain. I lost all my inhibitions right there and stripped my pants down in front of my friend and everyone that passed by. Better to be naked in public than to go to the hospital! This time it was an ant..it was a firefly! How did a lightning bug end up in my pants leg at 9am!

Today I am rested and content. Amy is up and more jolly than ol’ Saint Nick! I looked at some photos Cathy sent me from the pool yesterday and they made me feel a little “extra” fatherly. They reminded me of the pictures I’ve seen of my father in his younger days.

Had a wonderful time at the grandparents neighborhood pool with the kids. I spent most of my time with Amy. I need to make more time for the others on the next swim. Amy kicked and I gave her as much freedom to experiment with “swimming” as I thought she could handle. We even played with getting dunked and she responded with surprise and giggles.

Tonight the boys are with the grandparents and the girls are with us.

Amy, so tired she’s ready to sleep standing, crawls into her bed. Cathy hands her a pacifier. Amy almost pops it in her mouth, perks up and says “Heeey! Not that one!” It’s a red pacifier that every time you give it to her she rejects. Her “hey” was like Fonzie! And the “Not that one” sharp and quick.

My wife is troubled and stressed. I am a bad husband.

Ripped up more of the sidewalk. I’ve got to get the rest of the manure out of the trailer so I can use the trailer for other things. Didn’t intend on getting hot and sweaty today.

Why does everything fall apart at once?! I am making such horrid decisions as a parent.

Run, Run, Run as fast as you can!

Don’t slow down that’d be crazy man.

Hurdle this obsticle and dodge that.

Move fast and leave behind everything

Incomplete or slow does not matter now.

Because if you run fast enough, somehow,

You can hide until the end.

Our 2nd Geocache has been stolen.

I do not understand why people do things like this. This one I can actually do understand…a homeless person found the ammo box and liked the looks of it. It’s still not right.

a) fax invoices DONE

b) decide whether to pay cell bill or request a later pay date DONE

c) call “want to build it in the spring” prospect DONE

d) call barter prospect

e) brew coffee DONE

f) update Monster

g) update Dice

h) submit resume for Technical Programmer DONE

i) read a book DONE

j) work in the yard DONE

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Woke at 4:51 and ALMOST got up.

This day promises to be stressful if I let it or relaxed if I don’t.

Recruiter gave a promising phone call yesterday on two positions now the challenge is to keep the power on and the phone lines open. Does anyone hire someone they can’t call or email?

And they were the size of coconuts!

a) submit 1 resume to 1 ad from Sunday’s paper

b) submit 3 resumes to a company I’ve been eyeing

c) visit downtown client (don’t park in front of fire plug) DONE

d) trade in cell phone

e) arrange time to help rid a friend’s computer of viruses

f) take son to STAR

g) contact customer service and push off paying cell phone until end of the month

h) contact if you build it eventually money will come client DONE

i) contact barter client

j) contact “want to build in the spring” prospect

k) call about a sales position

l) Finish cleaning crayon’d clothes

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This Morning

Up and at em. Not as early as I’d like but earlier.

Time to make dinner.

Tommy has gone to play at a friend’s house! He was so excited I thought he’d explode!