Reality Me

Updated resume at resume and work samples.

Got information to someone in Israel that is referring me to work with someone in the UK on an hourly contract. I love this small world!

Got pricing questions answered for a product that I can resell. This is probably my best avenue for restablishing myself complete with residual income potential. It’s pretty much a product I wanted to develop without me having to put the time and effort into the development and instead being able to focus on the sales and support–what? You mean exactly what I’ve been asking for?!

Why does EVERYTHING take so much unnecessary extra effort for me?!

Poverty is a trap. Once you get in a situation all the energy that you need to get out of that situation has to go into defending that situation or explaining that situation making it near impossible to overcome. Of course, all the people with the money want this.

So the wife is up and I feel like the day is shot. The productive part of my morning when my mind is least cluttered is gone. At this point I am unfocused and thoughts are racing.

Thought I would immediately leave to talk to a recruiter that isn’t working for me to try to find out about other possible “real” headhunters in town; however, I have to do support now. This support is caused by the combination of an email server migration at the host and my lack of ability to pay the bill. or so I bet. This should turn the day to hell.

As I am holding Amy I ask “Hand game?” but she doesn’t seem interested so I start to put her down and that sweet voice screams “Nooo Hand!” She wanted to do the hand game! Not her longest time or best form though. Her’s “Nooos” need to be recorded because it’s got an “e” in there somewhere. Like “Neoow”. 

I start making Amy waffles. As they cook in the toaster I walk to the pantry to get a funnel and the waffles pop up so Amy in a confident and excited voice says “WaAffulls!” then looks and me and says “Go Dada Go! Go Dada Go!”

I guess she was hungry 🙂

As I am cutting the waffles she pulls open a draw that contains knives and I say “Close it” and she cheerfully replies “OOh K!” and pushes the drawer shut. Such a good child!

Prior to all this her brother Noah called to her “Amy. Sit beside Oah. Sit beside Oah.” She ran to be by his side in the rocking chair. She sat calmly for several minutes watching him play gameboy. She loves him so much and he loves her so much. I know they will always be there for each other!

I should enlist the aid of my wife to cold call businesses on web designs all day while I target people and businesses I know. We’d need a sitter to pull that off.

A New Day!

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This Morning

I want to hit the ground running but I have to care for the children for a bit.

Amy had a blowout and very messy diaper. I haven’t checked her bedding yet but while I am changing her on the couch a sleeping Sarah extends her feet and starts pushing at Amy. Thanks for the help! It was rather funny because if she was awake she would have not had her body much less her foot so close to such a mess. Noah declared “That’s the messiest diaper I’ve ever seen! I’m not throwing that one away!”

Amy’s in great spirits and enjoying playing with this toy that looks like a bunch of neon worms glued together in the center.

Noah is always jolly and happily playing Gameboy.

Tommy and I had a run-in so he’s back in bed. I went upstairs and he was dressed in Noah’s room on his elbows and knees with butt up in the air just staring at a flashlight. When I questioned him on why he had not brought his medicine down and asked him to get it he just lay there swaying his rear slowly for side to side so I gave it a tap with my foot and he went ballistic.

Last Night

Tommy and I played Dungeons and Dragons from 6pm-10pm. He was so well behaved and controlled that we had a great time and were able to play for that length of time! I was astounded and enjoyed myself very much.

I came home and instead of following my schedule I lay in bed with the wife and we learned how to use the Cable’s new video on demand system. After a decade or more of people talking about it.. the system is finally here and works great! We can start, stop, rewind and fast forward movies, music videos, regular television programs like DIY and Home and Garden, and more. It’s really cool!

Gone to play D&D. I’ve actually had a fun time putting together my character despite failing to accomplish my days goals and am looking forward to the intellectual stimulation.

Vaccuumed and mopped the entire upstairs. Slacked a little toward the end on Noah and Sarah’s room because of the abundant quantity of small toys that might have gotten eatten. House smells better. Other than getting sweaty in the clothes I planned to wear tonight I feel good.

Printing character sheets for Tommy for AD&D ed 2 he should be thrilled.

Made a schedule and am fairly on task for the moment.

I’m drowning in chaos.

Our son is over weight and has breasts bigger than some maturing teenage girls. So, here is a link to let you test yourself to see if you can tell a man’s chest from a woman’s (update 21Feb2009: Link appears broken. Check archive.org) (Not Safe for Work! Adult Content!)