A juggling technophile shares personal stories, challenges, humor and perhaps some political commentary.
Ramblings, often stream of conscious, journaling the events of my life.
I’ve figured it out! My boy is waiting until I’ve picked up his journal! For Amy I started a book of letters the day she was born. I swore to write to her once a day. I ended up skipping an entire year. I also wanted a book for each of the children. I’m revamping that and getting each child their own book. I plan to pick a time once a week that I use to sit down and review the week with each child in their book.
I have not bought Evan’s book yet so he can’t come. I’ll fix that today.
I took a little time for me. Now you can make a suggestion for the improvement of TN Lottery Results.
Calm is gone.
Focus shot.
Everybody wants
What I ain’t got.
Made mistakes.
Done my time.
Get off my ass
Leave the past behind.
Man of character
Beat to indignation.
Losing all hope
Of sanctification.
Want the best
For my children.
But what kind of example
Is a man in ruin?
When a grown man cries
The tears burn like steam
Washing away all his dreams.
Life is too short for mistakes.
One screwup and you’re obliterated.
Our world is unforgiving.
Hatred, greed unending.
I try to give and give and give.
They take and take and take.
Where’s karma now?
When’s it come around?
Have I not paid for my sins?
Could I not have a new beginning?
What curse is bestowed upon me?
How can the burden be lifted?
I thought I was good
It makes me sad
To realise I’m so bad.
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Looks like I need a new driver for my HP Photosmart 1115
I shall light some incense, put on programming music, refill my cup o’ joe and program for 1 hour on a specific project without so much as a single drift of thought to anything else. My reward shall be time spent on my own website.
For the past several days the thoughts in my mind have been like a New York subway at rush hour. Everything non-congruent. Nothing contiguous. It’s made working very difficult.
The thoughts are frequently useless. I spent what felt like several hours in bed this morning half way between sleep and awake thinking of the Year 2000 bug and how to fix it. For the life of me I could not get away from such ridiculous thinking.
Today I began to seek calm by forcing myself to do some stretching. I will give my self specific obtainable goals today and stay on them. Concentration can be trained! My wife wisely advises "be in the moment" and that is going to be my primary focus.
Her advise came during a dinner conversation last night during which we had the pleasure of eatting together without children and I seemed to be wandering. She asked, “what are you thinking right now?” I had to reply that I was thinking several things at once. 1) The lake I could see from Tijuana Taco was beautiful 2) I’m a lousy provider for my family 3)I want to build a service website 4) … I can’t remember but there were about 3 other simultaneous thoughts all which I could do nothing about at that moment. It does not pay to tax the brain with things outside of your control.
Wow. I’m sore. I just spent a bunch of time outside helping Sarah and Noah clean the inside of the car. It’s much improved! I bet we gain some horsepower and a little better gas mileage considering the amount of filth that has been removed.
The redneck police cited me though explaining that if such behavior continues my redneck license will be endanger of being revoked.
Amy just announced out of the blue “I’m going to be a big sister!”
Oh wow! Amy’s in rare form today! She just sung for about 4 minutes straight all the while telling stories in her lyrics. “Noah watched a movie on my bed” la la la “I smell da flowers” la la la “There’s a monster” la la la
Hopefully I got a short film of this.
Birth
My next and last child is due today. We have been hoping he would come for the past 2 weeks. Of course the paperwork has not, and may still not, be in order. I’d feel a lot better if I could pay the $2700 up front fees requested by the hospital. I fear since we may enter as "those cash people that we will never see money from" that we will not be treated as well as the insured or weathly. It’s a very wrong mindset as the bills will be paid. If all goes well, our insurance paperwork went through yesterday or goes through today however it could take up to 30 days.
Poverty
I hate the thought that my son may be disadvantaged because of his treatment in the hospital just because I’ve made too little money. My bad choices are now costing my family. We need a van and much work to the house. I need a haircut. We need groceries.
Improvements
On the positive side I feel more order in my life. I have closure to several things including client projects and personal burdens. I need some more closure! And a few new beginnings.
I’ve made great strides in clearing up some support issues for a client today. I like getting things done. In that view, Tim contributes the following enlightenment on inner peace:
This is something we can all use and benefit from, as we all need more calm in our lives.
By following the simple advice heard on the Dr.Phil Show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr.Phil’s way to inner peace, is to finish all the things you have started. So I looked around my house to see things that I had started and hadn’t finished, and before leaving for work this morning, I finished off a bottle of merlot, a bottle of chardonnay,a bottle of Baileys, a bottle of Kahlua, a packet of TimTams, the rest of the cheesecake, a box of chocolates,and the remainder of both Prozac and Valium prescriptions. You have no idea how freaking good I feel!!!!
A professional is someone who can do his best work when he doesn’t feel like it.
– Alistair Cooke
Check out this government sponsored humiliation!
I know some people are inherently bad but might situation contribute to some of these bad neighbors? Instead of chiding them online might humanitarian effort be better spent organizing a work party to help get these bad neighbors back on their feet. Perhaps that technique is used once and if they slip again then we resort to the humiliation. Granted, some of these folks have received multiple citations but a piece of paper does not lift one from their troubles.
I know when my world collapsed in 2000 and my garbage service abruptly ended that my trash was just plopped on the driveway and began to decompose. I had a pile that would have impressed Arlo Gutherie and Alice
My point is that people sometimes fall into bad situations. We have volunteers that get together and build homes for Habitat for Humanity. Imagine what a similar effort could do for our communities by addressing issues such as these. I know if 20 people showed up at my house one weekend I could accomplish what I have failed to do in 7 years (if I had the materials).
As a home office worker learning to prioritize is critical. Thanks to Stephen R Covey
I keep my stress low when the children need attention at the same time I am trying to reach a goal. When I try to compete between the child and work by redirecting her or trick her into leaving me alone I’m faced with interuption upon interuption; however, if I take some time away from my work and invest some quality time with the child, we both have a rewarding time and her need for attention is fulfilled enough for me to return to some solid work.
This morning Amy and I played a fun game of memory. She did really well! Now she watches Sesame Street while I work but I must admit the television drags me in sometimes.
Man I was exhausted today! The Internet connection problem became very bad. Comcast seems confused as to how to address it but the issue is running up the flag pole. I’ve become that “Oh, we’ve heard about you” customer.
I received a letter from DHS requesting more paperwork with a “we must turn you down unless received by ____” letter so my afternoon was spent photocopying and compiling financial information. That’s a good thing. It’s forced me to move forward with my impending tax deadline. I’ve become organized and really gotten on the stick with somethings that have loomed over my head for quite a while.
