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* Kids off to school. We packed lunches and I coul…

* Kids off to school. We packed lunches and I couldn’t find the car keys so we left late but still made it to school on time just not soon enough for me to take a left out of the parking lot–means I have to drive through a neighborhood which takes longer. 13 yr old asleep on counch when I returned. I let him anger me too easily. Went from jolly to having great tension in my chest too quickly. Did nothing to him other than speak firmly but not gruffly.

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A New Day!

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This Morning

* Woke at 5:30 feeling great. Got out of bed at 6. Kids seems jolly. What’s in the air today?

* Reconsidering the format of my blog or creating one purely for creative writing

* A little stressed on my php project. Must begin uploading files now. I need an 8-5 day a couple of times a week where people pretend I’m not here.

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* Got the 13 yr old. Some pleasant talk in car. No…

* Got the 13 yr old. Some pleasant talk in car. No sniping. We were probably silent 50% of the trip. Went to Comcast and paid them $142 and change. Came home.

* At home we quized 13 yr old on his day then I went into a screaming cursing tirade that caused the wife to get on me so I yelled at her. All around bad.

* Chopped wood, re-built almost dead fire (this seasoned stuff goes quick), yelled at child some more; apologised to everyone. Feel like a schmuck.