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Today

This Morning

Want to slip into a panic attack but I keep talking myself out of it.

The father-in-law’s preacher told a story on Sunday and the father-in-law recounted it to me. I’ll try to convey it the best I can.

The preacher has always had his paychecks delivered to the middle drawer of his desk. He didn’t want anything more interaction than that. He simply knew on payday the check would be in his desk. The church gets a little modern and starts using direct deposit so now on Friday at 12:01am his check will be deposited into his bank. As he has some bills to pay this makes him nervous. He begins to worry. And on Tuesday goes online to check his statement only to find the check has not been deposited. On Wednesday he finds the same. His worry continues and on Thursday no money has been deposited. He decides to set his alarm for 12:01am Friday and get up to see if the money is there. Just before going to bed he changes his mind and resets the alarm to its normal time in the morning. Friday morning after waking up at his normal time he checks his account and sure enough the money is there.

He worried Tuesday and nothing happened. He worried Wednesday and nothing happened. He worried Thursday and nothing happened. He learned that things happen when they are supposed to happen and all the worry in the world is not going to change that.

Ironically before his worry began he was preparing a surmon on "worry."

I have been worrying too much and the worrying has been impeding my productivity. Time to let things happen when they happen.

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How we are found

Yesterday someone found my blog by searching Google for “cooked chipmunk in dryer”. I come up as the 2nd listing on the results!

I love the Internet!

Here are my last 20 searches:

29 May, Sat, 23:07:24 Google: motorola v400 ring answer length

31 May, Mon, 13:48:44 Google: geocaching reality television

03 Jun, Thu, 06:39:27 Google: billy teeths buy

04 Jun, Fri, 14:02:49 Google: teenage asperger’s

04 Jun, Fri, 15:28:02 Google: juggler bottles

04 Jun, Fri, 18:07:48 Google: naked 5th graders

04 Jun, Fri, 19:53:51 Google: “spectrum fairness”

07 Jun, Mon, 03:59:55 Google: huffing canned air

11 Jun, Fri, 12:37:43 Google: shaggy eatting pizza Scooby Doo

11 Jun, Fri, 17:58:11 Google: tetrafluoroethane huffing

11 Jun, Fri, 18:49:36 Google: “libby lu” teen girl target

12 Jun, Sat, 01:00:10 Google: resume juggler new orleans

13 Jun, Sun, 22:31:24 Google: libby lu’s in atlanta

14 Jun, Mon, 15:26:43 Google: credit card swipper cleaning

14 Jun, Mon, 18:42:15 Google: juggler + blogspot

15 Jun, Tue, 16:40:36 Google: “fix USB port”

18 Jun, Fri, 00:47:51 Google: tetrafluoroethane huffing

19 Jun, Sat, 10:25:56 Google: tetrafluoroethane huffing

20 Jun, Sun, 07:01:18 Google: autonomous lawn cutting system is called the “Weed Eater”

20 Jun, Sun, 12:56:02 Google: cooked chipmunk in dryer

“naked 5th graders”?!!! 1) Who would search for that?! 2) Why would it find me?!! (that’s evident. 5th graders reference is Sarah’s field trip etc and naked is in many references to Amy and Tommy) I get an awful lot of finds on “tetrafluoroethane huffing”.

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Goals

a) prepare for morning meeting DONE

b) go to morning meeting DONE

c) see daughter off to church camp DONE

d) call friend regarding a website and maybe sell him my kayak DONE

e) send pricing to person requesting information about a website

f) decide how to proceed with “barter” client

g) submit 1 resume/cover letter

h) update monster.com

i) update dice.com

j) Aspie support group

k) Lunch DONE

l) Support wireless network client

m) send pricing to friend regarding website

n) answer friend about helping him in June and July

o) send friend confirmation on price of kayak

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Book Recommendations

I’ve been given two boook recommendations. I cannot review these yet but they come highly recommended from a good friend.

The Church Beyond the Congregation by James Thwaites and SoulTsunami by Leonard Sweet

  

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Cathy suggested these pictures should be done in…

Cathy suggested these pictures should be done in order. They are too big to render in a line in most people’s browsers so I will describe them assuming you are reading left to right and top to bottom.

The first picture (shows a soccer goal) is to the leftmost of what we all call “the lower lot”. Beyond the burn pile is the area that has a grapevine and will become a garden. This picture was actually taken from the bottom of the driveway.

The 2nd picture. View from the dining room window. The stuff on the right is being trimmed back.

The third picture is the view directly behind the house. Notice how our private jungle encroaches upon us. Note: all these “hello” pictures can be clicked on for larger images.

The fourth picture. Here is the rest of our rain forest down the backside of the house. View still from dining room window and to the right of the initial dining room picture. Posted by Hello

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Amy the Innocent

A couple of nights ago Sarah left her container of makeups unlatched (Amy can’t open it when its latched) and lying on her floor beside her bed. The kicker is that while Amy raided the makeup, Sarah was on her bed reading a book and taking no notice of Amy’s activities!

Who me? “Come on! I didn’t do anything…”

I give in! “OK! You busted me…”

I want to be my big sister! “I just want to be like Sarah sooo badly!”

Ewwwww “Eeyuck! Look what I did!”

I'm clean.. “I’m clean! It’s the tub’s turn!”

Once again, Goof Off comes to the rescue!

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Tommy Hides

This is how Tommy spends an unusually large portion of his days now. Yes, like Prego, he’s in there!

Tommy hides

In all fairness, here is Tommy up and about. He is walking the grandparents dog in our cove (our house to his back).

Tommy hides