Month: June 2004

  • Today

    This Morning

    Want to slip into a panic attack but I keep talking myself out of it.

    The father-in-law’s preacher told a story on Sunday and the father-in-law recounted it to me. I’ll try to convey it the best I can.

    The preacher has always had his paychecks delivered to the middle drawer of his desk. He didn’t want anything more interaction than that. He simply knew on payday the check would be in his desk. The church gets a little modern and starts using direct deposit so now on Friday at 12:01am his check will be deposited into his bank. As he has some bills to pay this makes him nervous. He begins to worry. And on Tuesday goes online to check his statement only to find the check has not been deposited. On Wednesday he finds the same. His worry continues and on Thursday no money has been deposited. He decides to set his alarm for 12:01am Friday and get up to see if the money is there. Just before going to bed he changes his mind and resets the alarm to its normal time in the morning. Friday morning after waking up at his normal time he checks his account and sure enough the money is there.

    He worried Tuesday and nothing happened. He worried Wednesday and nothing happened. He worried Thursday and nothing happened. He learned that things happen when they are supposed to happen and all the worry in the world is not going to change that.

    Ironically before his worry began he was preparing a surmon on "worry."

    I have been worrying too much and the worrying has been impeding my productivity. Time to let things happen when they happen.

  • Bush2004

    http://www.bush2004.com Look closely!

    …Bush supporters who have offered to pay as much as $135,000 for the domains. He declined to sell, citing animosity toward the incumbent president as the chief reason.

  • GMail Tech

    Using GMail and logging for POP3 access or the ability to send all your other emails to your GMail account? Those are here now! Pop Goes the GMail allows you to check GMail using any POP3 email client (like Outlook or Outlook Express). mbox and maildir sucks your email from your other accounts and sends them to your GMail address.

  • How we are found

    Yesterday someone found my blog by searching Google for “cooked chipmunk in dryer”. I come up as the 2nd listing on the results!

    I love the Internet!

    Here are my last 20 searches:

    29 May, Sat, 23:07:24 Google: motorola v400 ring answer length

    31 May, Mon, 13:48:44 Google: geocaching reality television

    03 Jun, Thu, 06:39:27 Google: billy teeths buy

    04 Jun, Fri, 14:02:49 Google: teenage asperger’s

    04 Jun, Fri, 15:28:02 Google: juggler bottles

    04 Jun, Fri, 18:07:48 Google: naked 5th graders

    04 Jun, Fri, 19:53:51 Google: “spectrum fairness”

    07 Jun, Mon, 03:59:55 Google: huffing canned air

    11 Jun, Fri, 12:37:43 Google: shaggy eatting pizza Scooby Doo

    11 Jun, Fri, 17:58:11 Google: tetrafluoroethane huffing

    11 Jun, Fri, 18:49:36 Google: “libby lu” teen girl target

    12 Jun, Sat, 01:00:10 Google: resume juggler new orleans

    13 Jun, Sun, 22:31:24 Google: libby lu’s in atlanta

    14 Jun, Mon, 15:26:43 Google: credit card swipper cleaning

    14 Jun, Mon, 18:42:15 Google: juggler + blogspot

    15 Jun, Tue, 16:40:36 Google: “fix USB port”

    18 Jun, Fri, 00:47:51 Google: tetrafluoroethane huffing

    19 Jun, Sat, 10:25:56 Google: tetrafluoroethane huffing

    20 Jun, Sun, 07:01:18 Google: autonomous lawn cutting system is called the “Weed Eater”

    20 Jun, Sun, 12:56:02 Google: cooked chipmunk in dryer

    “naked 5th graders”?!!! 1) Who would search for that?! 2) Why would it find me?!! (that’s evident. 5th graders reference is Sarah’s field trip etc and naked is in many references to Amy and Tommy) I get an awful lot of finds on “tetrafluoroethane huffing”.

  • Goals

    a) prepare for morning meeting DONE

    b) go to morning meeting DONE

    c) see daughter off to church camp DONE

    d) call friend regarding a website and maybe sell him my kayak DONE

    e) send pricing to person requesting information about a website

    f) decide how to proceed with “barter” client

    g) submit 1 resume/cover letter

    h) update monster.com

    i) update dice.com

    j) Aspie support group

    k) Lunch DONE

    l) Support wireless network client

    m) send pricing to friend regarding website

    n) answer friend about helping him in June and July

    o) send friend confirmation on price of kayak

  • A New Day! Let’s start the day off with a PayPa…

    A New Day!

    Let’s start the day off with a PayPal donation link:

    This Morning

    Completely and utterly wigged out.

  • Goals

    a) some home repair DONE

    b) swim with the kids DONE

    c) review “pay comes later” site in preparation for meeting

    d) cook dinner DONE

  • Lost Humor

    Somewhere along the line this comedian traded humor for stress. My wife often cracks jokes that I respond way too seriously. I want my humor back!

  • Book Recommendations

    I’ve been given two boook recommendations. I cannot review these yet but they come highly recommended from a good friend.

    The Church Beyond the Congregation by James Thwaites and SoulTsunami by Leonard Sweet

      

  • A New Day! Let’s start the day off with a PayPa…

    A New Day!

    Let’s start the day off with a PayPal donation link:

    This Morning

    The inlaws had Sarah, Noah and Amy for the night. Wahoo! We could sleep in except that my body won’t let me.

    Had a pleasant phone call from my brother where I talked his ear off.

    Called my father to wish him a Happy Father’s Day.

  • Cathy suggested these pictures should be done in…

    Cathy suggested these pictures should be done in order. They are too big to render in a line in most people’s browsers so I will describe them assuming you are reading left to right and top to bottom.

    The first picture (shows a soccer goal) is to the leftmost of what we all call “the lower lot”. Beyond the burn pile is the area that has a grapevine and will become a garden. This picture was actually taken from the bottom of the driveway.

    The 2nd picture. View from the dining room window. The stuff on the right is being trimmed back.

    The third picture is the view directly behind the house. Notice how our private jungle encroaches upon us. Note: all these “hello” pictures can be clicked on for larger images.

    The fourth picture. Here is the rest of our rain forest down the backside of the house. View still from dining room window and to the right of the initial dining room picture. Posted by Hello

  • This is in the lower lot directly behind the house…


    This is in the lower lot directly behind the house and is being cut back dramatically to be landscaped after it is under control. The tree in the right hand corner is the dogwood that is seen with the bird feeders from the dining room window. Posted by Hello

  • Amy the Innocent

    A couple of nights ago Sarah left her container of makeups unlatched (Amy can’t open it when its latched) and lying on her floor beside her bed. The kicker is that while Amy raided the makeup, Sarah was on her bed reading a book and taking no notice of Amy’s activities!

    Who me? “Come on! I didn’t do anything…”

    I give in! “OK! You busted me…”

    I want to be my big sister! “I just want to be like Sarah sooo badly!”

    Ewwwww “Eeyuck! Look what I did!”

    I'm clean.. “I’m clean! It’s the tub’s turn!”

    Once again, Goof Off comes to the rescue!

  • Tommy Hides

    This is how Tommy spends an unusually large portion of his days now. Yes, like Prego, he’s in there!

    Tommy hides

    In all fairness, here is Tommy up and about. He is walking the grandparents dog in our cove (our house to his back).

    Tommy hides

  • Don’t talk to me until after my first cup

    Looks like its “kill people’s bandwidth day”! I hope everyone has a broadband connection.

    Noah before his first cup of coffee.

    Gimme Joe!